Monthly Archives: August 2007

Picking up stitches

The other day I picked up stitches for the first time! Since it’s just a little edging of a few rows, I don’t think I’ll really know how I did until I bind off. I was supposed to pick up a particular number of stitches, but instead I just picked up as many as looked right. Hope that all works out! =) I can see one place where the original piece is a tiny bit puckered, but I’m hoping that is an isolated case that will be barely noticable.

Big photo posts to come soon, since I just learned how to get photos from my phone to my computer with Bluetooth – hooray!

Idea – papercrafts with photos

While photocopying Massachusetts House Legislative document number 36 for the year 1857 (which is reeaaly long), I got this idea:

Cards, pop-up cards, and shadow boxes made using photographic prints. I’m thinking of all my landscape and plant shots I’ve taken over the years. I hope to experiment on this soon.

M and I were talking today about how great it would be to take a couple of days off just to work on our own projects. What a dream, huh? If only I had ANY vacation…

Dr. Thorne: getting good, Palace walk, life inside the novel

Dr. Thorne has now fully pulled me in. I’m so in Trollope’s world that I don’t even mind the idea that the daughter of a gentleman demeans herself by marrying a tradesman for money. I really only disagree with half that notion, anyhow. And the whole idea that a man is 100% responsible for a seduction, a woman 0% (since she can’t be expected to know what’s what, certainly?)? Sure! I’m just so there, man, the characters are so real and so compelling that I’m now taking them completely on their own terms. Damn, this guy’s good.

This is a huge power, really, the ability to swallow someone up and put them in your world. And Trollope is kind with his power (at least in the Barchester novels) – he doesn’t bring you in and then break your heart, like getting sucked into a wave and then slammed onto the sand. I really can’t stand books where awful things happen. I know! I’m a baby. I think it’s a hormonal thing related to my child-bearing years. When I was a teenager, I could read about all kinds of ill shit happening to characters and be fine with it (as long as it wasn’t an animal – I’ve never been able to stand animal suffering). And I’d see my mother crying at a movie and think she was so lame. But now I’m just the same, and you’ll never see me crying at a movie only because I never see ones that I know will do it to me. I’m really looking forward to menopause, literarily-speaking. I’m hoping I’ll be able to read about the big nasty stuff again.

Anyways, speaking of writers who can suck you into their world and their characters’ hearts, how about Naguib Mahfouz? I read most of Palace Walk, and I had to stop. Not because of anything really bad happening (I was all prepared for the death in the family that comes at the end), but I could not stand being in the mind of the patriach of the family. As I’ve said before, unfairness is physically painful to me, and this man is such a demon hypocrite, tyrant, and all-around pig – and Mahfouz makes him so real and understandable and almost sympathetic! – that I could not go on. Being inside the brain of an asshole – that is just harrowing. Often I seek it and appreciate it; I read literature to answer the question, “why do people do what they do”? And great psychological novels do a job of that like nothing else. But when there’s no relief, when we’re seeing a household dominated and ruled by this terrible power, as in Palace Walk, I must get out.

 

More Dr. Thorne, Vampire People, knitting

Dr. Thorne has gotten good now that Trollope’s characters are coming alive, but. This has not bothered me much with the Warden or Barchester Towers, but his gender constructions, his women, and his class views are beginning to get to me. In the previous novels, I’d thought that he was describing people whose characters were products of their society, but now I’m beginning to think that he thinks it’s natural for women to not be into politics, to submit to their husbands, to desire nothing more than a husband and family. And he really seems to think that to marry below one’s class is really wrong!

I know I’m speaking in very simple terms here. My critical tounge is pretty clumsy, but I guess one of the evils of the blog is that I just want to get my feelings out without taking a lot of time or trouble.

Started Will the Vampire People Please Leave the Lobby last night. Just OK.

I’m hope sick from work today and I’m hoping to make serious progress on my knitting project: pictures to come after I give it to its recipients.

Let’s be realistic

I’ve just changed my “in progress” tag on LT to reflect reality. I’m not reading anything right now but Dr. Thorne, which has finally gotten into primary narration, thank God.

Bought Will the Vampire People Please Leave the Lobby last night. Looking forward to starting it.

Craft idea

I was late to work this morning, and the co-worker who is ususally on the Special Collections desk on Wednesday mornings is out sick (shout-out, Laura!). So I had to eat my nasty nasty donut breakfast “around the corner”, i.e. behind a bookcase that divides the reading room from the preservation lab. So as I was munching my breakfast, I was gazing at the shelf in front of me, which houses outdated and never-used encyclopedias. We’ve got an Americana and a Britanica there, both from the 70s or 80s, I guess. Anyways, I was enjoying reading the almost poetic notations on the spines, where it gives the first and last entries in a volume:

A to ANJOU
ANKARA to AZUSA
B TO BIRLING
BIRMINGHAM to BURLINGTON
BURMA to CATHAY
CATHEDRALS to CIVIL WAR
CIVILIZATION to CORONIUM
COROT to DESDEMONA
DESERT to EGRET
EGYPT to FALSETTO
FALSTAFF to FRANCKE

To my eye, it is beautiful, calming, profound, sometimes funny.

I thought I’d like to make an embroidery the depicts the spines, relatively realistically, either just the area with the titles, volume numbers, and guide, or maybe the entire spine. It would make a piece that was an unusual shape: very long and short. It could either be a pillow that ran the length of a sofa, or a reaaaly long framed piece. Or a valance?

Inspiration! It becomes reality so slowly and so seldom.

bizaare ad on T

liver_football.jpgThis is the mascot for the American Liver Foundation’s Football Walk for Liver Wellness. I’m sure this is a great cause, BUT. What is a football walk? And this little football guy is really weird-looking. At least, he was when I saw him on the T this morning. Now he looks more normal, but I SWEAR, in the version on the train, he was not carrying a little football, he was carrying a liver! Totally weird, man. Then again, maybe I was just reaaaly tired. If anyone has seen these ads, please tell me it really was a little liver being carried by an antropomorphic football.

This reminds me of another mascot that gets me really weirded out: the Town Faire tire guy.

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He’s a freaking tire! I can’t look at this without thinking about him rolling over onto his face…

OK – first truly random post!

Dr. Thorne

Started Trollope’s “Dr Thorne” yesterday. I wanted a nice English pastoral, and I knew this was not quite that (better to go with Angela Thirkell’s interpretation of the Trollope universe for that), but I was not expecting this riff on the English character:

“If in western civilized Europe, there does exist a nation among whom there are high signors, and with whom the owners of the land are the true aristocracy, the aristocracy is being trusted as the best and fittest to rule, that nation is the English..
“England a commercial country! Yes; as Venice was. She may excel other nations in commerce, bet yet it is not that in which she most prides herself, in which she most excels. Merchants as such are not the first men among us; though it perhaps be open, barely open, to a merchant to become one of them. Buying and selling is good and necessary; it is very necessary, and may, possibly, be very good; but it cannot be the noblest work of man; and let us hope that it may not in your time be esteemed the noblest work of any Englishman.”

Eeeew! The American in me just recoils at this passage! I was hoping for some of Trollope’s wondrous characterization, not his conservative-ass social views! He’s hit this note as well as airing his opinions about a woman’s proper role in the family and society by page 23. Sigh. Hopefully after we get through his “introduction” chapters things will get a little more interesting. It’s when his characters start bumping up against each other that things usually get good in a Trollope novel.

Reading Woes

Woe is me! I can’t seem to settle in to one good book. Or even a few! Since Harry Potter, I’ve just been flitting from book to book, not really enjoying anything more than just a little. Here’s what I’ve got officially “in progress” right now:

A History of the Book in America: Volume I: The Colonial Book in the Atlantic World (History of the Book in America) - this is something I’m reading slowly over time whenever I’m in the mood. Unfortunately, extreme humidity and temperatures over 80 degrees are not conducive to the reading of non-fiction (unless it’s about shipwrecks!).

Cleopatra’s Sister - I borrowed this from my mother’s extensive office bookshelf an age ago and picked it up the other day. It’s one of those things I would not pick up unless there were extenuating circumstances, mainly because it’s about 15 years old now and there’s no buzz about it (although it seems there was at the time it was published). So I picked it up and it’s OK, but a little twee for my tastes. A few less observations about the nature of narrative and life and the novel would be nice. But at the same time, not liking the book much is arousing feelings of inadequacy in me. If I was truly well-read and smart and cultured I would read this book and like it! So we’ll see which wins – the drive to read what I enjoy, or the drive to meet my own expectations of myself.

Voyager - And now for the other end of the spectrum! I read this book, and the others in the series that existed at that time, in the late 90s, must be. And now I’m back for more. This is another one I’m reading slowly, only when I’m in the mood. It’s not really a “main course” book at this time (although it sure as heck was when I read it the first time!). It was my main course for about 1.5 days, and I totally OD’d on it last night, which leads us to:

Anything But Ordinary - A book I picked up on my last foray into the Christian Science Monitor’s discarded review book pile. I grabbed it on the way out the door this morning because I couldn’t face another page of “Voyager” at the time. Cute, short, too soon to tell much else…

Miles, Mystery & Mayhem – Practically doesn’t count right now, since I’m not really reading it and will probably take it off my active list soon. See the comments under this book over at LT for more.

I’m hoping to do some book shopping later today. I’ll post the shopping list, perhaps.

Secret Tunnel

There’s a secret tunnel at my work. I work in a three-level basement. The first two floors don’t extend all the way to the walls of the building – they are steel-frame structures that stand free of the masonry walls (I believe).  The floors on the top two levels are steel, frosted glass, or linoleaum. On the bottom level the floor is concrete. There are drains along the passage between the stacks that are slowly becoming sink holes. There’s a freight elevator that scares the bejesus out of me. This is what I love about working in archives! You’re always in the most out-of-the-way place in any building. I was so happy when I moved out of my standard cubicle at my old job and into my very own basement.

Anyways, on the bottom level there’s an entrance to this tunnel that goes from our sub-basement over to another sub-basement area in the building. Here’s kind of how it looks:

 

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The tunnel goes past an old coal pocket, up and down steps, past a bunch of telecom stuff… I’ve never been all the way through: I don’t think I’m even supposed to be in there. The door on our end is supposed to be closed and locked all the time, but people use it every now and then, and then they’ll prop it open with a chair or a bit of PVC that’s lying around down there. I’d never even seen the door until one day a few months ago when I was down in the stacks evaluating some un-cataloged manuscript collections we have. You know how you have a sub-concious idea of what your surroundings are? Well, in my mind, I was in the corner of the basement, with empty walls around the stacks. I turned my head for some reason, and instead of wall, I saw this open door! And through it were these stairs leading into the dark! I seriously was frightened. Since then there have been a few times when the door has been open and I’ve explored a bit. I’m usually too scared to venture too far on my own, so last time I was there I conned my co-worker into taking a few steps in with me.

This is the stuff I love! The hidden places. It scares me, but also draws me in. This is the part of me that loves subways, bridges, tunnels, waterworks, shipwrecks, abandoned buildings, power stations. I’ll have to explore this more here. I’m not very good at expressing myself what the attraction is. But the secret tunnel is sitting below me right now, and the next time I need to venture to the sub-sub-basement, I’ll be peeking around the last row of the stacks to see if it’s open.